Usually around this time of the year, I'm all hyped over the Christmas and New Year holidays. But this year, I just don't feel all that joyful. I keep listening to Christmas songs over and over again. Alas, the nearer it is to the holidays, the gloomier I feel.
What is it about this year that makes it so different? Maybe it's the consternation that I might be going through Christmas and New Year's Day alone this year. That's right, my first Christmas and New Year alone. Where are my friends? They are either across the seas or across the straits.
What about my local friends? Sometimes I wonder if I really have any. Let's just say I don't think spending the holidays with them will necessarily be better than doing it alone.
But then again, it's still some time to go before the holidays. Maybe it won't be so bad after all?
Death of Daphne
3 years ago